Jobs?

I woke up this morning and re-wrote my resume. Ugh. I find resumes to be so utterly dull and useless. There's no way to not sound desperate and cheesy. I also don't feel that a sheet of paper is going to sum up my character, my work ethic, my knowledge, skills, etc. I hate the job hiring process of the "real world." I submitted my resume to one place today. I don't know what it is but I found the ad on Craigslist. It's for a temporary data entry position that should last about a month. It's money at least. I'm still not sure what I want to do with my life. I have such a fear of committing to a "real" job because I hate everything and I don't want to start something, hate it and quit a million times. I think I really need to learn that there's no good job out there and that I just need to suck it up and be responsible, especially right now. I have a lot going on at the moment that is very difficult for me to sort out and I need some financial stability to alleviate some of the stress. Why did I ever feel that growing up would be a good idea? When I was a kid, I couldn't wait to be a grown-up. Now, I'd trade anything to be a carefree kid a gain. I'd only have to worry about who I was going to hit with a stick today rather than how I'll pay a mortgage. Those were the days.