What to do, what to do?

Here I sit on my porch with my laptop. I feel like a total technology addict but I'm trying to enjoy the outdoors as well. There's a storm in the distance as indicated by periodic flashes and low rumbles of thunder. I feel like writing but I'm unsure as to what. I feel like ranting and raving but I feel like it's the same thing it always is. I'm jobless and broke and I don't know what to do with myself. So there's that. I'll end that rant there. I mainly just want to be creative in some fashion but I've never been one who's good at anything like that. Maybe I feel like the sounds of the evening and the distant storm should provide me with some inspiration. Maybe I just feel better about having my laptop outside if I'm doing something other than dicking around on Facebook or Twitter. I think I'm mostly at the end of my wits. I apologize for this if anyone decides to read it.